two years

Its been a while since i typed anything. I just got done watching sex in the city like 8 times. I have been meeting with some new people that arent probably good for me.? I relapsed!! I want to start over.

Here is what's going on, im changing the names to keep the identity.
Well (A) came back into my life not to happy about it. Cause it causes drama. I met a new girl (L) through the program. Which i relapsed with, first it was not my hobby, than i took a totaly dive. The last couple of days i have been on a bender. I don't like making myself go to a a . Everyone says it works but its hard to know when God helps others through the program, and i struggle with it. I met (A2) (D), (K), (m).

lately we have been getting together. Its a funny story, about two series of dawson's creek in one week time. (L) is sick of the drama, i tend to be drama mama, word vomit as it seems. It gets me into a lot of trouble.

I met james, who is trying to mormon also, struggling not to be gay like me. He keeps calling me and texting me. My high school friend (M) broke up with a two year relationship. Sad, he cheated on her cause she didn't give him a kid. So he cheated. Totaly p**sed. (M) is a wonderful girl i luv her to death. But i do want her to find the greatest man of her dreams. Well, thats my wish.

I moved into a fellow employees' house. it has been great. but i make him concerned with me. that hurts. More and more.

So lately besides all the drama mama my life consists of sleeping, going to work and not disconcerning any one. pretty boring with out any real details but its true.

Little C