Deciding what is faith and miracles?

Today was a Godly day.
There were a couple of events that have me still thinking. I went to the store with my mother and I wanted to see the price of a turkey drumstick. I picked it up and the whole thing came out of the bag. Right on the floor! It was horrible. That wasn't quite the issue, although I had talked to her about my faith. Quite a topic for just waking up.

Just when we got home the missionaries of LDS came to the door. Interesting enough, I wasn't really in the mood to think spiritual. I told them what was the issues, about relating my faith while objectively sharing in comparison to my sobriety. I gave the example that fully giving myself to the blessed Christ which I thought I had already done; was trying to find the spirit in all this mess. Once given the spirit the work has to live, share, and love. On the other hand I said that if once given to gift, one should not waiver. If one does, how does one find thee blessing which I or he was given? The sobriety issue comes like my faith. In example; I have been hard at work for about 107-110 days now. (still haven't found a sponsor quite as stubborn as me yet) I have to work at not doing what people can normally do. If I had fallen off the wagon along time ago I would feel really bad and in the same mess at which I started. There would be little forgiveness and hardly any truth to what I say or feel. Just like working hard through faith, but my question is which part of faith do I fully immerse myself to ensure the quality of life that God has given me?

I was excited to share my thoughts tonight because it gives me a time to think through. I can know exactly how to sort out what I am going through. Individually I assume each has to make choices. But why are some choices right for others and not for many? In relating to, I am amazed that people I come in contact with have such passion about their assurance that what they feel is right. That confuses me. Has faith have a strong hold on these individuals?

One thing I do need to do is think more positive. I am not going to interview at the sober house which I was so excited to see. Maybe when the time is right I'll be able to get on with my life out of Katoland?

On a lighter not, I was on youtube, I fell upon a hello kitty hotel room! Yeah, Thats where I want to go on my honeymoon :)

Thanks for Reading my Rant!
Blessings